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alexander_lew
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Name: June-Ling
Birthday: 2/2/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: Baking, Cooking, Ballet, Reading, Lone walks, Music, spending time with friends
Expertise: Making people smile
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/31/2004
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| closing this blog down.
will open up a new one. this blog is too old. old memories i'd rather not share with just anyone so...
sayonara!
it's been a good 5 years. :) time for a new one.
goodnight! | | |
| can you say
mothertooting stressed?
and why the fuck am i always the one put in charge? fuck. fuck. fuck.
i honestly don't mind doing things, being the charger and gungho-ing everyone, bossing people, making decisions.
but for the love of nachos and guacamole, give me a break la people. i am only human. sometimes i just want to follow the crowd, not lead all the time. i can't be the only one with a direction now right?
i am already the manager for monday. now you want me to do the moral thing. fine, fine, i don't mind. i know i can help out, really, i'm seriously cook with it, but...
don't just point the spotlight on me and depend on me okay? maybe you don't, but that's the vibe i'm getting here.
i just want to go to the beach. ahh the salt. | | |
| hey frengers
what a week its been. college started again.
classes are really fun thanks to the merging with group 1 and 2. so i usually sit with wei wern and jirwan and olivia because my usual partner in crime wants to sit with her lengchai so yeah. but i still sit with her during the classes where we don't merge. so i'm okay.
classes are cold, too. so you can imagine the weather outside. MIGRAINE. right now i have this motherfucking huge migraine and its NOT GOING AWAY no matter what i do. buuh.
my migraine plus my personal dilemma. i'm gonna bomb soon. i just don't know what to do anymore. i'm trying so hard to work things out, trying so hard to make it right, trying so hard to make other people happy, trying to prove that i am worth it, trying to make other people to take a chance on me. I mean if you don't take a risk, how can you ever find success? i know we hit a rough spot, but isn't it worth it to make it work out for the better? i know you'll be afraid to risk it, to take a leap of faith but... don't tell me before this you never did with me? i just know we can work things out and make it the best we can if you just give me a solid chance, to try to forego our differences and just take me as i am. i know i can be really crazy but i can compromise. that's how i feel anyway. don't know about you.
i'm manager for the restaurant next week serving. hope it goes well. i hope we work together damnit, common. i gotta make 44 menu cards. and i don't know much to do because i've never tried. bahh.
high heels are killing me man. gosh. everyday have to wear GRRRRR.
teri is quarantined for one week, sighh. wish i could see her. i miss her... i hope she doesn't come up with the swine flu gosh! that would be terrible. also i miss some of my friends who went off for training. hope they're having fun. kinda funny to see unfamiliar faces in college lately.
i just hope...bah. hope for the best. its hard to be your usual jovial self when you hold back a bit. but then again holding back a bit is what's gonna make me a better person. don't want to be too loud and obnoxious.
can't stop listening to thank you too by my morning jacket. kinda speaks what i feel right now. go listen? | | |
| hey frengers
i'm so depressed, my awesome secret has been exposed! people are stealing my ideas and SELLLING IT OMGGGG
i'm so depressed :( AHHHHRRHRHRRHRH!
pfft. on the flipside. thank fred for the new music. it's awesome. at least i got something new to listen to beside sthe same songs everyday.
still can't stop eating, oh boy. :P | | |
| TERI IS COMING HOOOOOOOOOOOMEEEEEEEEEE
yayy can't wait to catch up with youuu teri. it's been six months since i've seen you!
first thing we do is hug and we go eat mamak food okay. america, pfft. they don't got no roti canai!
on another note; i'm so confused!
it's like i don't know where i stand anymore. i need for you to point the way. | | |
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